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You will know the real meaning of love
when you fall in love.
- A.Terance Dinesh
To the world you may be one person,
but to one person you may be the world.
-Bill Wilson
You will know the real meaning of love
when you fall in love.
-A.Terance Dinesh
Love reminds you that nothing else matters.
-Amy Bushell
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I don't dream since I quit sleeping
I haven't slept since I met you
Right now you're all that I recognize
You know I came here when I needed your soft voice
My heart is yours to fill or burst or break or bury
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2.07.2004
wow. nothing like being in a really good mood and it suddenly goes away. when u cant fall asleep i feel loved that you dont think to call me you know i would talk to you. thanks tho. your right i detested the movie. but do not call me a lier. ever. u asked if i wanted to leave. and i didnt. i just didnt want to watch the movie. you paid $13 to see this movie im not makeing u leave at my expence. so if i wanted to leave i would have left. thanks for thinking ahead and planning next time to leave me sitting in the damn theater. and i think the thing that hurts the most is that u didnt tell me this you wrote in this stupid journal. no and the fact that you called me a hypocrite. that really hurts. my biggest pet peave is hypocrites and thanks but im really not one. i said that i have the feeling what college you are going to. im just trying to keep it in my head that the possiblity is there that you might be 4 hours away from me and we wont talk every single day and we wont see eachother at least 4 times a week. so when i say that i am not telling you where to go and what to do i was only stating my opinion and last time i checked that was NOT being a Hypocrite. wow u really hurt my feelings. to the point im holding back tears. i dont get it.
Posted by CKharites' at 3:35 PM | INEEDComments?
Well i guess ill start writing in this again. i have nothing better to do when i cant fall asleep. Tonight Katie and i went to go see the movie the butterfly effect. Katie hated the movie. i asked her if she wanted to leave but she just said no and laid in the oppisite direction from me. i felt so loved. if she would have said yes i would have walked out of the movie with her in a heart beat, with out even looking back. i mean hell it was just a movie. i just hate it that she lied to me, i mean just tell me u wanna leave and we can. next time, if she hates a movie so bad i can tell but im still interested in it, if she says no when i ask her if she wants to leave, i think ill just get up and go wait in the lobby until she realizes that its ok, and that i dont mind. i would rather get out and go do something we would enjoy instead of sit there and watch her be annoyed by a movie. later in the night she said she "knows" what college im going to go to. well all i can say is that "and no offence intended" but she was being a hypocrit. she always tells me to never assume when thats what she was doing 100%. i still have no clue where im going, but ill tell u this, if someone came up to me and made me pick between uofa and nau, i would say nau with out hesitation. i know what uofa has to offer but nau is a whole new world to me that i can venture on, plus it comes with the one thing that means anything in my life: Katie.
Posted by CKharites' at 12:00 AM | INEEDComments?
1.06.2004
there isnt a point to this journal we never write in it. just sharing my thoughts.
Posted by CKharites' at 4:28 PM | INEEDComments?
12.19.2003
tonight was pretty fun. we all met up at chris' house to play nintendo which didnt work out too well someone was always left out so we watched cruel intentions i love that movie! then chris and i went over to his dads which is the purpose to this entry. its still a little weird for me.. remember that i told you how someone i really cared about used me for "pleasure" and then broke my heart. now that i trust you with everything its ok but there is just something about what i did tonight that still makes me a little uncomfortable.. well toward the end the uneasy feeling was going away and then kara came home. honestly something about that upset me. one i felt bad for just abruptly stopping thats kinda mean but something made me stop and i felt really uncomfortable. it was way too weird.. on the way home i then started thinking about how much i miss her.. the old kara that is.. and how there is nothing i can do about it. of course that was among other things that i was thinking about. i feel bad about tonight but yeah. i dont think you will understand this entry but eh its worth a shot.
Posted by CKharites' at 11:24 PM | INEEDComments?
12.17.2003
Not proofread
One of the best days I had in a long time!
Today started off great, and only got better through out the rest of the day. This morning I began with a final in engilsh. we had to write an essay on why we should be admitted to Engilsh 102. it was easy, i think ill get an A on it. then i went to spanish for its final. i had to get a 40% to get a D in the class. well good news i got a 73%. so that alone made my day, but turned out to only be one of the highlights of my day. next i went to my Gov't final where i needed a 70 to get a B in the class and i got a 75 so that was good. that gave me an 81 in the class. so i left school with a smile on my face.
Later i went to katies where matt, katie an i went and got subway, which was delicious. thanks matt! after chilling at their house for awhile katie and i went back to my house. we started getting really frisky. and i was like well its time to put on th condom. "SHIT! I LEFT IT OUT IN THE CAR!" so i put on some shorts and go running out to my plastic covered car. i rip off the plastic, get in my car, run over to katies car and rip off the plastic there too. i didnt feel like bringing the plastic inside so i just threw it on the ground. i go to open the door and i relize i have no condom in my hand and im like what the shit. so i look under the plastic, nope!! so i look out in the street and there it is laying front of katies car. so i go running out there and grab and come running back inside. i had to catch my breath at first because i was running the whole time. katie told me that my phone rang but i didnt know who it was so i didnt care. so we get started again and have some sex. it was quick but thats my fault becaus i have no clue when the fuck adrian was going to get home, but i could have lasted longer if i knew all the time arrangements. later we found out why our cars were covered in plastic, because of the roof thing. katie and started watching tv and she was so turning me on again. so i tried to rush her back to my room for another round. i was litterally trying to rip her clothes off. she didnt think we had enough time so we stoped. so after a great evening of sex and a good morning of school, i had to go to work. =( .....but my boss let me go home so i could study for finals =) so instead i went to katies. we went out to eat at Le Madalines which was more expensive then i thought but was still fun. after dinner we went back to her house with my hand feeling her up half the way home...good stuff. we watched Shrek with her mom. we cuddled through out the movie....i loved it. half way through the movie i had to go home. well i come home for a half an hour then i went over to ryans to help him with math. as he walks me out to my car he tell me that he was in his car early today with leroy. as they passed my house he saw that my car was covered in plastic. so he asked leroy why and leroy said i dont know but i just saw chris run out of his house with out a shirt on. and he said well i think that was katies car so that might explain the no shirt. so they tried to call me and that was who called while i was outside. so i told him the whole story about comdon and the roof and he thought it was funny as i did. i could only imange what it must of looked like to them seeing me running out of my house with out a shirt on. good that must funny as hell! now i am watching a very funny episode of Seinfield. Today was very complete and i hope tomorrow is just as great!!!
Posted by CKharites' at 9:57 PM | INEEDComments?
12.10.2003
its short and red velvet it has white fluffy stuff around the top and bottom.. then it has red hearts attached to the white parts. that is all i wanted to tell you [= what i liked from the store.
Posted by CKharites' at 5:37 PM | INEEDComments?
12.09.2003
ohhh lets ssee what to write about it? im so sorry i never write ive been so busy. well i dont really have much to say im sorry. um oh yes yesterday was chris and My 9 months. eek longest relationship ever. [= today my mom and iw ere talking about how a while ago chris and i took a so called break that didnt really end up happening. and she decided to tell me what really happened even tho i figured it out on my own. every time i have had a boyfriend when they really start to like me i find something wrong because i no longer feel independant so i find a flaw and push them away.. ah and they always leave. but this time was the first time that the person didnt leave... he didnt go anywhere.. i have never really had that happen. now i didnt do that to all my bfs but generaly it was along those lines.. i never did it on purpose i was something i never realized that i did until i realized it when he didnt leave [= and 9 months later here we are and i simply cant be happier. no one knows me better then him.. people might know more about me then him but defetnaly not better no one cares about me as much as he does no one can possibly compare. for that i am thankful he is keeping me sane and makeing me soo very happy at the same time [= i love you chris!
ok i must study!
Posted by CKharites' at 8:25 PM | INEEDComments?
12.07.2003
Yesterday I climaxed for the first time with Katie. It was incredible. The best sexually feeling that has ever traveled through my body. I love our position so much. Just sitting here thinking about it makes me so turned on. The night of romance was so great...Filled with alcohol, laughs and great sex!! Katie kept the wrapper for our memory box....but we can only hope it makes it there. My friend Corey had some fun with us talking about our night online. Katie tells me she would like to spend wed after school with me. IM extremely looking forward to it. Well this is all I have to write for now I might write more later.
Posted by CKharites' at 10:29 PM | INEEDComments?
12.01.2003
Wow what a day. It started out like just a normal day and turned into an extrodanary day. Katie and I had some fun after school sex.So far we've only been trying just the normal positions so next time I think we should try a new one. I have a few in mind.
it sucks that IM not going to be able to see Katie until Friday night. I hate not seeing her. Its like nothing I have ever felt before. Her abstance in my life is like the abstance of words in a book......They just have to be there, or else there is no point. My life would be meaningless without Katie. Shies gives me the will power to succeed in life. She makes me want to get good grades so I can go to any college I want so I can follow her where ever she goes. I wake up every morning saying "I cant wait to see Katie today, and if I don't see her I hope that I can talk to her!" a day without Katie is like a day with out sunshine. She is my life, she is my one and only, she is my lover, she is .........MY KATIE.
Posted by CKharites' at 11:24 PM | INEEDComments?
11.28.2003
i never write and im sorry. but tonight i have something to say [= ah! so i went out with ashley and lyndsee to see xmas lights yet that never happened short story we meet chris at my house.. and he was dressed up. he looked incredably sexy you have no idea! anyways we ended up at the movies with ashley and max good movie twisted. and then went home. well actually we had fun in his car. i have never had more fun in a car before.. it wasnt as much as weve done before but there was just something about it that drove me crazy. i didnt want to stop kissing him. ah note to self : Dave Mathews Band = good mood music [= hehe. so then he walked me to the door like the sweetheart that he is. Thank you for the movie drink everything! i am soooo lucky to have him. Ya Ya i know girls are jellious [lol] and if [you] arent well ya should be cause im the luckest girl in the world. im goin to bed so tomorrow will come faster.
somehow i know he laughed when he read this :P
Posted by CKharites' at 12:10 AM | INEEDComments?
11.23.2003
The night of the Trio:
tonight katie and i went to see Alkaline Trio in consert. i didnt really care that much about the opening bands, but AT was fucking awesome. they played my favorite song of thiers, We've Had Enough. i would love to go to another concert with katie sometime..maybe not at the Marquee theatre though. i wasnt to big of a fan of standing for 5 hours but it was worth it once AT played. well its like 12:50 so im going to hit the sack!
Posted by CKharites' at 11:48 PM | INEEDComments?
11.22.2003
[written as if someone else is reading it]
i made him cry. do you understand how horrible i feel. ya know when something so bad happens and you think oh it cant get worse then this.. oh it can and thats where i am way way way below whatever shitty thing happened to you. something wasnt right and i knew it. and yet i ignored it. i thought ok he is mad and there isnt anything i can do.. only to find out that he wasnt mad but was upset. i seem to be oblivious to the little things that i do sometimes. and i am only human i need to be made aware... and he did that but in a way that made me feel like complete shit. when i pulled my hand away it was only because of the smoke or to put them in my pockets in hopes for some warmth.. it never occured to me that the best warmth would come from him. i just layed there and listened to him talk with the crackle in his voice and the tears and i had nothing to say because there was Nothing i could do i cant go back and change it i can only promise to do my best to change myself. i love him more then anything in the entire world. since the day was watched dumb and dumber i drove home with a smile on my face thinking yep it doesnt get better then this. yet it did with everyday that goes by it just gets better and better. i dont want to lose him. no i cant lose him because i would then be completely lost and hopeless i wouldnt know what to do. he said that he has never cried that much ever.. he has only cried twice since he was like 6. ah and both those times were because of me. some how some way i didnt begin to cry. i could feel it starting to happen yanno the tear ducts filling up and the dizzyness of your head, eye blinking. yet i didnt i held it back because if i lost it then nothing would have got solved. so i waited until now and let the tears fall down my cheeks. as i write this feeling completely horrible and feeling like i didnt resolve this i still made him upset i still made him actually cry and there is nothing i can do to make this not true. i wish he would have said something at chris' but i understand why he didnt. he made me an elephant out of a dollar bill. i said thank you but didnt make it seem meaningful. oh but it was. i have never had someone think of me and say ill surprise her with something so simplistic and she will love it. and i did! like i told him i put it in my pocket and held it in my hand the entire time it didnt leave my grasp. as soon as i got home i put it on my computer screen and plan to show my mom.so if i seemed ungreatful im not its one of the sweetest things he has ever done for me. in a way im glad he cried because i never see emotion in him and then it just came so fast. i wasnt sure what to do or say and im sure there is a million things i should have done that will come to me later but truth is just laying there listening to him explain what i do that bothers him actually made me realize just how much i really do love him. just the uneasy feeling that i might lose him made me realize that i cant its impossible my life would fall apart. so im going to do my best and try hard to fix this and he will see that i love him with all my heart and nothing will ever change that. he said he loves the little things.. like holding hands and stuff. so do i. i love that when in public he makes everyone aware im with him. with hugs. kisses on the cheek. arms around me. everything. i love that if i look at him long enough he kisses me. i love that he tells me im so cute even when im doing nothing. i love that he gives the best hugs and after you cant help but smile. i love that he leaves little things to remind me of him like hearts with candy down to a sticky note with holes all in it from a saftey pin [= mostly i love everything about him. im so sorry that i hurt him and will do everything in my power to make it so he never cries again.
Posted by CKharites' at 11:35 PM | INEEDComments?
11.12.2003
it seems like all ive been doing latly is dreaming about katie. i cant get her out of my mind. its been so long since we have had some alone time. its eating me up inside. i would give anything right now just to have 3 hours alone with katie. i feel like its been over a month since we last had some alone time.......probably has been. i cant wait for her to get better so i can start to spend some quality football free afternoons with her. I LOVE HER SO MUCH.
Posted by CKharites' at 4:28 PM | INEEDComments?
11.04.2003
Dream:
As I fix the my collar in the mirror I started to sweat. I could hear my friends in the back gound whispering "he doesnt know how lucky he is." but i did know. ive known forever. soon as i fixed my collar a man we barely knew but we all called him father walked into the room and asked me if i was ready. i swallowed tring to calm my nerves and said "ive never been more ready in my life." He replyed "lets go then." so me and my buddies followed him down the hall. All of us were decked out in our best tuxsidos. the man we called father took us to this giant room with white lace and candles everywhere. the room was filled with people. i knew almost every person in the room. the minster a-lined me and my friends with me at the beging and them facing me from behind. the minster winked at me and said "we'll be starting shortly." "thank you father" i replyed. then all of sudden the music began. "dun dun du dun dun dun da dun..." the doors at the back of the room sprang open. and standing there there was the most beauiful woman in the whole world. she was accompanied by her father. the two strolled down the isle one step at a time. at the end of the isle her dad gave a kiss and sat down. i reached out my hand and she took it. i couldnt stop staring at her. all my nevers had dissappeared because i knew she was the one. she could tell i was just in awww with her apperance. the minister said a few words with some prayers. she and i made our vaules. then the minister asked me "Do you Chris take Katie to be your lawfully wedded wife. To love, and to charish, for sickness and helth, until death do you part?" I looked at her and said "I do." "and Katie Do you take Chris to be your lawfully wedded Husban. To love, and to charish, for sickness and helth, until death do you part?" without her eyes ever moving away from mine, she said with great confidence "I do." " I now pronouce you husban and wife, you may kiss the bride." We wraped our arms around each other and kissed like it was the first time. the croud cheered as we ran down the isle, people were blowing bubbles and yelling have fun you two and congradulations. we ran outside to our limo which rushed off to a romantic island in the bahammas where we spent our wonderful honeymoon.
Greatest Dream i think i have ever had.
Posted by CKharites' at 12:17 PM | INEEDComments?
10.29.2003
Today katie, my mom and i carved pumpkins for holloween. it was so fun. katie made a ghost with a star and a moon. my mom made this pig looking type face with cool ears. and i made a guy hanging from a tree. all three were very cool. adrian of corse turned to cooking instead of carving and roasted our pumpkin seeds. there not bad....shhh...ive had better. im eating them right now with a frown on my face. the frown isnt because the seeds arnt the best but because i might not see katie until saterday night. friday im going to be up in presscott for my football game and katie has her SAT on saterday morning. it would be nice to see her tomorrow. maybe we could watch friends together or something. there is one thing that i can look foward to tho and that would be bridge night this saterday. katie and i could chill over here and have our fun and then when were done we could go see a late showing of the chainsaw masscure with chris and brooke. .....ooo that sounds like a good idea!!
Posted by CKharites' at 10:16 PM | INEEDComments?
10.26.2003
homecoming was great. i know all of our plans were very shaky from the meal, to the driving, to the post homecoming fun. to me everything was perfect. katie looked amazing. the food was good and we had a bunch of laughs over dinner. "are u calling me fat?" lol. after dinner we took off a half hour early and went to my tickle "bumbs" and the to their tickle hill. after we got our thrills in we went to the dance. the dance was great. not only did everybody dance for once but there were famous people there too. like nepoleon and some sluty girl in an extremly short dress. there was a bahemath (sp?) there also. katie and i must have dance to almost every song except for a few. it was great. i love dancing with her. she tells me were going to a club here soon so that should be fun. we stayed all the way until the end of the dance. afterwards we headed to the movie theater to find out that it was closed so we headed to a park but on the way we pulled a wicked u-turn and headed to in-n-out burger. chris got a stiffy before i could even park when he saw a dodge viper chillin in the parking lot. we grab some grub and then headed to the frist park where we think we wittnessed a drug deal go down. so then we headed over to the other park for like 2 sec. and left there. we went back to katies house and said good-bye to chris and brooke. then katie and i hoped in the back seat and had some fun making my car messy with gliter. but it was all worth it. GOD she is so hot when she wants to be. then i headed home and could hardly sleep. its so hard to sleep when she gets me going. the next moring i brought her breakfast in bed with a kiss to wake her up. im sure she enjoyed that. then we watched a bunch of tv. i choose to try to go down on her knowing that in the past she had turned me away but this time she just let me keep going lower. eventually i got down there. then i went back for seconds again later. i think she enjoyed the second time around a little bit better. i know i did. i had a better angle. and that was the end to a perfect weekend.
i just wanted to post this so katie will never forget it:
AZredneck33: katie there isnt a thing in the world u could do ..or not do that would make me ever want to leave u. i know u still have that fear and im tring to get u to relize u dont need it anymore.
AZredneck33: if u went down on me it would not make me want to leave .....if anything i would make me stick around for more.....but thats not the reason i would stay around....i love you way to much to even think about leaving u
AZredneck33: i cant imagine a single day with out u being my girl
StryNiteGrl: i know i know and i dont need to realize that you arnt going anywhere i know your not. and thank you i love you for saying all of this.
AZredneck33: im not just saying it........im meaning it
Posted by CKharites' at 8:46 PM | INEEDComments?
first i must say that yes the hug at saras was defetnaly a great one. nothing but a hug and i could feel the love [= it was nice. so thank you as well. i love the fact that he will help me babysit and i love to watch him around kids he is so wonderful i know he is going to make a great dad someday. ok moving on. friday was homecoming but afterwards chris and i watned to hang out. it wasnt too much fun chris hurt his sholder and if elt bad for making him drive but my car is messed up.. so we went to ross' then backt o his house to watch tv. for some reason i loved just watching tv. i was completely content and happy.i was really cold so chris let me cuddle with him so i could be warm [= greatest feeling in the world is being warmed by him[=. the saturday came homecoming.. he hung out with more like my mom while i got ready and did andreas hair.. then it was dinner at my house with brooke and chris.. it was alright iw ould have liked it to be better but im thinking everyone else enjoyed it, someday soon ill have to actually make dinner for chris [=..without chunky tomatoes.. then we went to tickle hill and his tickle..bumps. then to homecoming. i must say it was the greatest dance i went to. i know it wasbecause i had him to share the night with.we danced and talked and laughed and im pretty sure a smile never left my face. i got to introduce him to a lot of people.. im sure it didnt matter to him but it did to me, because they all hear so much about him but never get to meet him.after we atempted to go to a movie but it was no go so we went to the park and the other park and gave up ended up at in and out burger and my house then chris and i had a little fun in his car.. figured we better make use of his backseat someday right. sorry about getting glitter everywhere but we learned a good lesson skirts good [=. today i was awaken by a kiss. a wonderful kiss from chris who as amazing as he is brought me breakfast. we then just layed in bed all day watching movies and having fun. i have to explain something but first say that chris going down on me was one of the most amazing things ever. dont get me wrong that wasnt the first time for me but it was defentaly the best ever.he is truly amazing. i then told him that when we have more time i will return the favor or pleasure. ah and it all came back. i was reminded why i have never done that with him. fear. one of the most scaring things i remember is a while back i had a boyfriend and after we did that he left me that was it that was all he ever wanted from me and i really liked him. its stupid i know but i think what held me back was that once he went down on me then i had to do the same. but it all doesnt matter anymore. i prolly shouldnt have said anything about this but it just all came back today. and i doesnt matter anymore. ok im done. but thank you for a great weekend it was all beacuse of you and i love you
Posted by CKharites' at 7:47 PM | INEEDComments?
Today I went down on Katie. It wasn't really that bad......Actually it was fun. I love hearing her moan with pleasure. I was guessing that it was going to taste bad or something but it really didn't have a taste at all, meaning I could go for a long time if I had too. IM defiantly planning on doing it again for her. And she tells me that shies planning on repaying the favor. Well all I can say after a weekend like this is that we need some extreme alone time soon or IM were both are going to explode.
Posted by CKharites' at 6:45 PM | INEEDComments?
10.23.2003
tonight katie gave me a hug in saras kitchen. it was a long tight hug. probably one of our best hugs ever. it was better then any hug ive recived from another person. i loved every second of it. it was deffently the best part of my day. i cant wait for the next one. thank you katie for being the best part of my day......best part of my life** i love you babe and once again thank you for always being there.
Posted by CKharites' at 11:12 PM | INEEDComments?
10.22.2003
well i havent wrote about our weekend but chris worded it better then i could so ill just leave it at that [=. yesterday consisted of going to chris where i tried to watch super troopers but i just couldnt i cant stand that type of comedy i feel bad but i dont see any point in watching it i know he wanted me to but none the less he and i watched gilmore girls. then other shows. um today i went over and he offered to watch a walk to remember. ah an old time favorite [= reminds me of when ashlee and i use to always watch it. but i loved the fact that even tho i didnt watch all of his movie we still watched it. even tho im sure it would rather we didnt he still sat through it. one of the millions of reasons i love him. saturday is homecoming. im more excited about the actual dance then anything. its my final one for high school i hope its really fun. im goin full out blue to our game. gotta show school spirt lol aw man. well i dont really ahve anything else to say but i said id write so there [= i love you good night!
Posted by CKharites' at 9:46 PM | INEEDComments?
10.20.2003
katie and i just had one of the greatest weekends we've had. it started off by hanging out after my football game. we raced to wendys, then headed over to barros pizza to hang out with my friends. everyone just kind of got up and left with out waring so we were like the last ones there. so we left and headed to my dads house. we snuck into my bed room and watch some saternight fever during our breaks from having midnight fun.
Saterday we went to breakfast with katies mom. it was good stuff. later we went to tempee town lake and i got a work out pushing her up in the down the hills. i loved every sec of it. the heat was bad but we were able to live with it. After that i showed her where were going to see Alkaline Trio next month at the marquee theater. we went back to her house and played shoots and ladders. later we picked up kyle and went to alace coppers nightmare. it wasnt all i was hoping for unfortunitly. but it made katie hold me tight ....and i love that. later we went back to my house and watched tv with my dad for like 5 sec. then he went to sleep. we kept watching tv until it got boring .....then we just kept it on but payed no attention to it. =) later we went back into my room to finish what we were doing because it would have been a little uncomfortable in the living room. this weekend would have been a great weekend for some incredable sex but we just couldnt find an empty house......damn parents.
Sunday katie and i went to the zoo. which was very very fun. we got to see elepahants and other animals. a lot of them were out and about which was cool. unfortunitly my favorite animal at the phx zoo was gone. no rinos =( later we went to my dads for dinner which was good stuff. katie got her left overs and i got a satisfiyed girlfriend. And thus ends a great weekend .....thank you babe for everything.
Posted by CKharites' at 9:57 PM | INEEDComments?
10.16.2003
Thank you Katie for the wonderful day yesterday. You deffently brightened up my day after my horrable trip to the dentist. Im glad we got to play shoots and ladders, it was fun, even though it was the first time ive ever lost that game. Thank you for letting me tag along with you and brooke and chris later in the day. that was fun. I cant wait to see you on friday! I love you so much!!!!!
Posted by CKharites' at 8:00 AM | INEEDComments?
10.15.2003
As you walked into my life you showed me what needed to be shown
I dont really have anything to write but we havnt had an entry in awhile. so ill write about umm. chris and i just celebrated 7 months. i thought for a while there that it seemed like so much longer but it really doesnt i feel like 7 months. longest relationship ive been in and maybe thats why it felt like longer.i have this week off and chris doesnt =\ we never have breaks at the same time. beside winter break i guess. anyways we went to breakfast and exchanged gifts.. then we went to school later i went to the freshmen game with him where we just hung out and talked. then went to dinner with his mom and step dad [ happy birthday to him BTW] and it was really fun up until chris and his mom started fighting. i love going with them places i feel loved when we all go out but not when they fight. its not one persons fault its both of them and it just makes me want to go home. anyways i just got back from california so chris came over so i could give him his gift and we walked max [= aw i love my puppy i missed em'! well im off to get my tire fixed. =\
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I'll be your crying shoulder
I'll be love suicide.
I'll be better when I'm older.
I'll be the greatest fan of your life.
Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated; I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hangs from above.
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LyRiCs
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Close my eyes and believe wherever you are, an angel for me.
I will follow anyone who brings me to you
For now, forever, for on and on and on
You stood at the door with your hands on my waist
and you kissed me,and I knew that you meant it
I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you
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LiL PoEmS
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I love you not only for what you are,
but for what I am when I am with you
- Elizabeth Barrett Browning -
All the love that history knows,
is said to be in every rose.
Yet all that could be found in two,
is less than what I feel for you.
- Unknown -
I thought love was just a mirage of the mind,
it's an illusion, it's fake, impossible to find.
But the day I met you, I began to see,
that love is real, and exists in me.
- Chris Farmer -
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